The Break Up

I'm still hurting.
I'm hurting not only because you broke my heart
But because I know how much this is hurting you too.

He's not right for you.
I wish you could see that.

Anyone who hurts you that much isn't someone you need to be with.
Anyone who makes you feel terrible isn't someone you need to be with.
Anyone who judges you isn't worth your time.
Anyone who hurts you for opening up about what goes on in your head, isn't worth your time.

You deserve so much more.
You are so special.
You deserve someone who will treat you like you are the most important person in the world.
You deserve someone who will love you for all of you,
You deserve someone who will never judge you for opening up.

I could have been that person for you.
If only you had given me a chance.
I think your mind is beautiful.
The way it works is so intriguing.
Jumping from topic to topic without ever missing a beat.

You are perfectly imperfect
I think that is the most beautiful thing.
I would never judge you for what goes on in your head.
I would never judge you for who you are as a person.
I would never make you feel bad or upset for opening up to me.
I could have given you the world.
But you'll never know any of that
Because you chose him over me.

G was right when I talked to him,
He said I can't try to pull you away.
The harder I try to pull
The more you are going to resist and stay.
He said that I have to just let you do you thing
To hope you figure out before it's too late
That the one you chose isn't the right one for you.
But you'll never know any of that
Because I chose to be the best friend again
And I get no say in the matter.

You already know how much I hurt
You already know how much I've cried over you
You already know how miserable I've been
You already know all of this
Yet you still ask if there is anything you can do to help me through
I jested and asked if breaking up with him was an option
You laughed but I was serious.
You want to know how to really help me through?
Break up with him.
See that he isn't right for you.
See that there is someone so much better for you in the world.
See that you deserve better
See the wonderful, brilliant, sophisticated, funny, kind, caring, beautiful person that I see you for.
See that you deserve so so much more.

You are loved beyond measure
More than you could possibly know.

I hope you realize what you lost
When you chose him over me.