I'm terrified to admit
That one day I'll quit
I'm scared to say
That I might not stay
This battle that rages
This war that doesn't end
The scars read like pages
So sad I cant pretend
There is forever inside
Emotions that wont die
Feelings that always exist
Even at my weakest
This thing is always around
Even without making a sound
It creeps and sneaks out
Causing all kinds of doubt
It brings up feelings of hate
It can make you stagnate
It brings up feelings of regret
All thoughts are a threat
For years I have fought
This silent, deadly ghost
Of all the lessons its taught
One stands out most
Through all the pain
Through all the sh
Think of your best quality
Whatever that may be
Now is it a blessing or a curse?
Let's examine one and see
Mine?
Well, that's easy
It's Caring
One might think
That's a good quality to possess
But let me tell you, folks
It can cause quite a mess
For you see with caring
Comes a magnitude of stress
What some may deem daring
Is often our hearts tearing
With the weight of feelings being expressed
There are days that some can't focus
On one thing or another
It would be a lie to tell you
All of this is hocus pocus
And it doesn't really matter
For you see as much as I dread it
And might come to regret it
This endless cycle of worry
My heart has been my own
That is until it was shown
There is something better
Than what it's known
I was certain it would stay
That was until the day
You stepped in my life
And never went away
I'm not sure when it happened
One day everything went snap and
It wasn't very rapid
But my poor heart wasn't trapped in
I didn't know it was missing
There wasn't even a hissing
In the absence of space
With two people wishing
You'd think I'd have noticed
If something so important and dear
Suddenly wasn't there
But alas I was unfocused
You managed to succeed
Where others have failed
And I must conceede
You've done mighty well
My heart
It has been four months,
You'd think I'd be okay
Through all the fronts
I have to say no way.
At four in the morning
You'd think I'd be snoring.
But all I can do
Is sit, thinking of you.
If you ask what I think
I might tend to be meek.
But if you really must know
Here's how it will go:
I miss how easy things were before,
I miss the feel of your skin,
I miss our rapport,
I miss the way you let me in.
I miss how easily we talked,
I miss how endlessly we'd walk,
I miss how we'd converse consistently,
I miss how with you I'd never be fidgety.
I miss how time didn't seem to matter
I miss how nothing seemed to shatter.
I miss being
I'm still hurting.
I'm hurting not only because you broke my heart
But because I know how much this is hurting you too.
He's not right for you.
I wish you could see that.
Anyone who hurts you that much isn't someone you need to be with.
Anyone who makes you feel terrible isn't someone you need to be with.
Anyone who judges you isn't worth your time.
Anyone who hurts you for opening up about what goes on in your head, isn't worth your time.
You deserve so much more.
You are so special.
You deserve someone who will treat you like you are the most important person in the world.
You deserve someone who will love you for all of you,
Y
Would you miss me if I go?
If yes, please let it show
Would you miss me if I left?
I shouldn't hold my breath.
What is this feeling of despair
That always comes in night air?
What does this feeling represent,
This feeling of ill content?
Would you miss me if I flee?
If not then set me free
Would you miss me if I died?
If yes then be my guide
Why do I feel invisible
When my life is divisible?
Could I possibly walk away
And bid the ones I love good day?
Would you miss me if I disappear?
Please help me to squish this fear
Would you miss me if I walk?
Please give me a chance to talk
Well I suppose this is it
My time to give up
Is it possible to make you see
That it was never meant to be?
Is it possible to make you see
That I can never just be me?
I would like to trust you
That part is very true
But I’m not sure I can
I hope you’ll understand
Is it possible to show
How much I need to grow?
Is it possible to show
How much you’ll never know?
To be alone again
Is where I will begin
I’ll fly away solo
I hope you don’t follow
Is it possible to forget
All the confusion you've caused yet?
Is it possible to forget
All the choices I regret?
I've made mistakes in life
Some of which caused strife
But despite all that I've done
Not onc
The Truth About Trust by ninjaturtle173, literature
Literature
The Truth About Trust
What does it mean to really trust?
I fear if I know I’ll be left in the dust
We all need to eventually let down our guard
But sometimes that can be incredibly hard
To tell all of the secrets that have been kept for years
Most of which are not meant for anyone’s ears
Just the thought of revealing my deepest feelings
Does not reaffirm that there will be healing
I’m scared to death of what you will say
I can only pray that you will stay
I cannot fathom the thought of you leaving
But my thoughts are ones that are deceiving
Even if I do finally open up
I hope you still care about me enough
To always be my friend
No matter
At first I thought this class was going to be fun
But now I wish I had a water gun
He talks about planets I’ll never see
And all I can think is why me?
I sit in my desk and I rock and I stew
And wonder if the teacher only knew
I just took his class to fill my time sheet
And other classes have this one beat
I sit and watch the clock slowly tick
Sometimes I wonder if the hands stick
When the final bell rings to dismiss
I know this is one class I will not miss
And then I'll go out and drink
To forget about this class I think
I'll look back on this one day and laugh
And feel good to know I gave it the shaft
Too bad the ending to this cl
I'm terrified to admit
That one day I'll quit
I'm scared to say
That I might not stay
This battle that rages
This war that doesn't end
The scars read like pages
So sad I cant pretend
There is forever inside
Emotions that wont die
Feelings that always exist
Even at my weakest
This thing is always around
Even without making a sound
It creeps and sneaks out
Causing all kinds of doubt
It brings up feelings of hate
It can make you stagnate
It brings up feelings of regret
All thoughts are a threat
For years I have fought
This silent, deadly ghost
Of all the lessons its taught
One stands out most
Through all the pain
Through all the sh
Think of your best quality
Whatever that may be
Now is it a blessing or a curse?
Let's examine one and see
Mine?
Well, that's easy
It's Caring
One might think
That's a good quality to possess
But let me tell you, folks
It can cause quite a mess
For you see with caring
Comes a magnitude of stress
What some may deem daring
Is often our hearts tearing
With the weight of feelings being expressed
There are days that some can't focus
On one thing or another
It would be a lie to tell you
All of this is hocus pocus
And it doesn't really matter
For you see as much as I dread it
And might come to regret it
This endless cycle of worry
My heart has been my own
That is until it was shown
There is something better
Than what it's known
I was certain it would stay
That was until the day
You stepped in my life
And never went away
I'm not sure when it happened
One day everything went snap and
It wasn't very rapid
But my poor heart wasn't trapped in
I didn't know it was missing
There wasn't even a hissing
In the absence of space
With two people wishing
You'd think I'd have noticed
If something so important and dear
Suddenly wasn't there
But alas I was unfocused
You managed to succeed
Where others have failed
And I must conceede
You've done mighty well
My heart
It has been four months,
You'd think I'd be okay
Through all the fronts
I have to say no way.
At four in the morning
You'd think I'd be snoring.
But all I can do
Is sit, thinking of you.
If you ask what I think
I might tend to be meek.
But if you really must know
Here's how it will go:
I miss how easy things were before,
I miss the feel of your skin,
I miss our rapport,
I miss the way you let me in.
I miss how easily we talked,
I miss how endlessly we'd walk,
I miss how we'd converse consistently,
I miss how with you I'd never be fidgety.
I miss how time didn't seem to matter
I miss how nothing seemed to shatter.
I miss being
I'm still hurting.
I'm hurting not only because you broke my heart
But because I know how much this is hurting you too.
He's not right for you.
I wish you could see that.
Anyone who hurts you that much isn't someone you need to be with.
Anyone who makes you feel terrible isn't someone you need to be with.
Anyone who judges you isn't worth your time.
Anyone who hurts you for opening up about what goes on in your head, isn't worth your time.
You deserve so much more.
You are so special.
You deserve someone who will treat you like you are the most important person in the world.
You deserve someone who will love you for all of you,
Y
Would you miss me if I go?
If yes, please let it show
Would you miss me if I left?
I shouldn't hold my breath.
What is this feeling of despair
That always comes in night air?
What does this feeling represent,
This feeling of ill content?
Would you miss me if I flee?
If not then set me free
Would you miss me if I died?
If yes then be my guide
Why do I feel invisible
When my life is divisible?
Could I possibly walk away
And bid the ones I love good day?
Would you miss me if I disappear?
Please help me to squish this fear
Would you miss me if I walk?
Please give me a chance to talk
Well I suppose this is it
My time to give up
Is it possible to make you see
That it was never meant to be?
Is it possible to make you see
That I can never just be me?
I would like to trust you
That part is very true
But I’m not sure I can
I hope you’ll understand
Is it possible to show
How much I need to grow?
Is it possible to show
How much you’ll never know?
To be alone again
Is where I will begin
I’ll fly away solo
I hope you don’t follow
Is it possible to forget
All the confusion you've caused yet?
Is it possible to forget
All the choices I regret?
I've made mistakes in life
Some of which caused strife
But despite all that I've done
Not onc
The Truth About Trust by ninjaturtle173, literature
Literature
The Truth About Trust
What does it mean to really trust?
I fear if I know I’ll be left in the dust
We all need to eventually let down our guard
But sometimes that can be incredibly hard
To tell all of the secrets that have been kept for years
Most of which are not meant for anyone’s ears
Just the thought of revealing my deepest feelings
Does not reaffirm that there will be healing
I’m scared to death of what you will say
I can only pray that you will stay
I cannot fathom the thought of you leaving
But my thoughts are ones that are deceiving
Even if I do finally open up
I hope you still care about me enough
To always be my friend
No matter
Unused Lines From Love Poems by cool4dude, literature
Literature
Unused Lines From Love Poems
You are as rare and beautiful as a 3 chambered peanut.
You're like a dandelion growing in a gravel driveway
beautiful, I swear!
You are like punch at a high school dance (I want to spike you!)
You're like a skunk but I proudly go out wearing your scent.
You are the wind while I am at sea on a steam powered boat.
You are sunlight and I am wearing SPF 50.
You are the lifesaver under the one at the top of an open
roll that has been dwelling in a linty pocket.
You're like a remote control with the only 2 buttons I need
(channel and volume.)
You're like a troll guarding the bridge to my heart.
You are the brain freeze after gulping
My heart has been my own
That is until it was shown
There is something better
Than what it's known
I was certain it would stay
That was until the day
You stepped in my life
And never went away
I'm not sure when it happened
One day everything went snap and
It wasn't very rapid
But my poor heart wasn't trapped in
I didn't know it was missing
There wasn't even a hissing
In the absence of space
With two people wishing
You'd think I'd have noticed
If something so important and dear
Suddenly wasn't there
But alas I was unfocused
You managed to succeed
Where others have failed
And I must conceede
You've done mighty well
My heart
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